SORRY is the only word I have now

I need to say sorry to you at here,sorry for make you disappointed and sad.
If there is one more chance to me, I wont let this happened.
But now,it's already happened and no matter how regret I am, It's still exist.
I have done something that you hate the most and lied to you for such as long time.


But I need you to know that......

I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you might just can't accept the other face of me. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. I really never plan to lie to you. But, do you know, It's really hard to tell you the truth that you might hate me because of the TRUTH. Because i care about you, care about your feeling.AND....scare that you might leave me because of this. I really wish to tell you by my mouth that how I love you, how I need you in my life,and how much i want you. But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside. Because I'm not well express my feeling in LOVE.

I know that love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. But I really scare to let you know all of me,I always wish to show my perfect side to you even though the inside of me is ugly. I scare that you're not willing to be with me anymore if you know that who am I.

Please forgive me that I'm not enough trust you,even myself.

I know that love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. But do you know how much courage I need to tell you the truth when I know that you're fully trusting me all the time? I feel so guilty when every time I face to you and fail to tell you. I'm loser.


When I know that you realize the truth by yourself. I'm so ashamed and guilty.
I can understand that you are sad, angry of me, disappointed on me.
I really know how hard those feelings are.
Now, I'm not expect that you can fully forgive me. 
Because,trust is like a vase... once it's broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be same again.
Even you said that you can forgot those things and never look into once again...but,there is still a scar inside your heart, even mine.
No one can truly trust the people who's lie on them once. In the deep side of their heart, they still will always think that the people might lie on them again. 

Do you really can truly trust me once again?


If you can't, it means that our relationship is out of trust.
A relationship with no trust, that isn't called LOVE anymore.


I'm so shock that when you told me you're viewed my privacy by not tell me.
At first, I'm very angry.But slowly, the emotion change to sad and disappointed.


I'm so sad that I can't give the 100% 安全感 to you.
If you have enough 安全感 from me,these things will definitely not happen.
This all my fault, I really hide so much things from you for just to care how you look me.
I'm too selfish.


I'm too disappointed on myself. 
I really didn't realized how much you worried and til you do that, I only know that you didn't trust me at all.
It's my fault that can't make you fully trusting me.
And the fact is....I really got so much things hide from you.
So I can't truly angry of what you have done, but i also cannot forget those things in a short time.
Because it's really a big impact for me.
I don't know whether I can face to you  naturally or not....every time face to you, It always remind me how UGLY I am.


Once again,SORRY. 
I failed your trust. 

Quotes

Here are some nice and cool quotes that i found from the internet...

They are really cool so i decided to show to u guys as well ^^

 

 

 

Pirates in the Midvalley~

Sorry...this the the quite belated post...last few days really have no mood to blog.
20/5/2011,I went to Midvalley with my man for the Pirates of The Caribbean: On Stranger Tides .

Jack Sparrow

Angelica

Captain Blackbeard

Captain Hector Barbossa

Syrena & Philip Swift

 

The trailer of Pirates 4

This movie not bad to watch...but because of I watched it in 3D and thank to the 3D glasses,I not so enjoy the movie time at all...watched 3D really is a hard job,u need more concerntrate on the movie to get the 3D effects...LOLZ

There is an exhibition of the movie in Midvalley shopping mall on that day....quite nice,so i took some pics and show u guys ^^

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Couple of the day

Movie time!!!

Went to Fast and Furious 5 wif my man ytd @ The Garden.

The 2 different types poster of the movie 

 

 This poster i like the most ^^

 

Never seen this poster in Malaysia b4.

I was wondering,is this type of poster only shows up in other country but not in Malaysia?

The main character was still Vin Diesel and Paul Walker...

Seriously,I damn like Vin Diesel!He is so freaking awesome!

I like the way that he acting.Such a cool and man guy...

I believe that u guys agree too,rite? ^^

Ok,let's briefly understand what's the movie talks about~

STORYLINE:

Former cop Brian O'Conner partners with ex-con Dom Toretto on the opposite side of the law. Since Brian and Mia Toretto broke Dom out of custody, they've blown across many borders to elude authorities. Now backed into a corner in Rio de Janeiro, they must pull one last job in order to gain their freedom. As they assemble their elite team of top racers, the unlikely allies know their only shot of getting out for good means confronting the corrupt businessman who wants them dead. But he's not the only one on their tail. Hard-nosed federal agent Luke Hobbs never misses his target. When he is assigned to track down Dom and Brian, he and his strike team launch an all-out assault to capture them. But as his men tear through Brazil, Hobbs learns he can't separate the good guys from the bad. Now, he must rely on his instincts to corner his prey... before someone else runs them down first.

The trailer of Fast and Furious 5~

I just spotted the music video of the movie~

"How We Roll" Fast 5 Remix

Don Omar (featuring Rhymes,Reek da Villian and J-doe)

I didn't this after credit scene in Cinema.=.=

After my bro told me,I only realize that i missed an important scene! OMG!

But no worried~

To those who are missed the after credit scene,you may still can watch it on youtube~

 

So this after credit scene means what? Sound like Letty is still alive!

I guess there will be Fast and Furious 6 soon!So excited~WEHEEEE!!!! =D 

Fast and Furious 5 really is an awesome movie,you won't feel REGRET after watched it!

I wish......relationship

I wish to have this kind of relationship with my man and it will last longer....

I'm not sure that I can be his best friends,but it's no doubt that I will try my best to be his perfect lover.

Honestly,we really spent more serious times than the playful times...All this because of my temper.

Hope that i can change my weird temper ASAP!

Because i wish to share the happiest memories with my man together,the memories that belongs to us only.

I really love to make joke with my man.

But sometime,it is over and myself never realize....

say SORRY to u at here.

I love the moments when u hug me tight,because I can felt that you really love me,so do I.

 

With my man,I know that I still haven't completely act myself in front of him.

Because I really not used to show all of me to other people.

But,I think that,maybe in the future...I can make it.

Because he is the man that even I have bad habits,but still love me. ^^