I just don't get it....T.T

It is really is my problem???
It is my fault???
I shouldn't study in college???

Maybe i really change a lot in my attitude, maybe i really had done something fault...
and 1 thing for sure is....I really make them worried so much about me.....
I know that,support me to study in college wasn't a easy thing...
and I'm trying my best effort to get a well result for me,and also for them....
I just don't want them feel disappointed on me.....i'm tried my best ady.....
but what's the result at the end?
They just still can't fully believed in me at all!
Think that I'm just keep play play,waste my time but not study hard....
What the point now!?
I know parents are owaz worried about their children....but....
Dad,Mom.....
I am big enough to think what should i do or shouldn't.
Why just keep pre-judge me like this?????

Opera again~

went to opera on yesterday night~
long time didn't clubbing at opera ady....this time really can fulfill my wish ><


but unfortunately,the dance floor of opera was closed ytd!
and there are freaking many ppl on ytd night....so even though i got the form to dance......still dun hv enough space to do so!ishhhh!!!!


And i found out 1 thing,that is my capacity for liquor b'cum good than before...damn syok wei~
Even though i juz a little dizzy,but i'm still clear-headed~


But my sis...haiz....dunno how to describe her la...
every time clubbing also same pattern,easily gt drunk ==
hard to take a good care of her,every time bring her go club...
I sure will worry about her....
Coz i dun hv confidence can fully protect her...


Promise me u wont drunk like before dy,ok?
this will only make me worry about u....

FACT

SHIT! Suddenly saw his name appear on my facebook just now.....

Make me mood straight away turn to little EMO!

Since a long time i didnt heard anything from him jor....

I thought i can let it go....but still.....it's not so easy as what i wish la.....

Tried so many times, and told myself many times....

CARMEN CHEW~juz let it go!

But after few days...i owaz automatic start think abt him again!WTF!

I know the problem is me.....i guess that he already success to found his new ms.right....=(

Since when i b'cum so foolish!!!!???

Everyday also act like nothing.....laugh with frenz.....

But.....dunno how many times i did....emo and cried alone....

Until when only i can let him out of my mind?until when only i can truly forget him?

Finally~I finished my marketing assign dy.....yuhuu!!!!!!!

The Sanctuary

This Thursday,I went to club again wif my frenz...

5 months didn't club jor.....I'm quite excited when my frenz invited me ><

but also....got little worried,b'coz really have a long time didn't touch liquor jor...

scare that will b'cum noob wif liquor.....easily gt drunk ==

B'coz of my sis~Yvonne damn yen to club again for long time jor....then i decided to bring her wif me too.....thank to me ba..yvonne *evil laugh*

V decided to take our dinner at 1U first, then only wait my frenz came fetch us....

V arrived thr around 8 pm something, then I direct suggested that took our dinner at the OLD ASIA CAFE....I went thr before,their set meal quite nice,plus their pricing also quite reasonable.....

anyone who never been thr b4,I recommend u guys give it a shot! ^^

The exterior of Old Asia @ 1U

After finished eat,we just walked around the 1U...with no target at all....LOLZ

just waste our free time until my frenz cum fetch us....

Guess what v decided to do to spent our free time?

hahaha.....take photos time!

Yvonne n ME~

After took photos,v just at 1U outside,b'coz of the shopping center close at 10 pm....LOLZ!

V wait wait n wait for a long time...when 11 something.....they finallly here...(OMG!!!!)

Finally,we reached The Sanctuary~

Actually,this is my 1st time went to the Sanctuary....

The environment quite nice....and MOSTLY......

I love their remix songs!!!!!!The beat make me crazy!!!!!

Here are some pics of The Sanctuary,I found it from internet......

Situated at The Curve in Mutiara Damansara, The Sanctuary is one of the latest entertainment venues offering a thriving nightlife scene.

Housing four distinct clubs within, each with its own theme, it is also home to The Ice Bar, where the bar counter is made from actual blocks of ice. Despite the icy temperature within, which is maintained at -10 to -15 degrees Celcius, The Ice Bar is definitely one of the hottest places in town.

Read more: Petaling Jaya Nightlife Guide - What to Do and Where to Go in Petaling Jaya http://www.kuala-lumpur.ws/klareas/pj_nightlife.htm#ixzz1FhkYIZp7