久了的感情，关系

久了的感情，真的要用心去维持。

最近的我和他一直处在一时甜蜜，一时又会不停吵架。我知道情侣之间有吵架是必然的。可是我真的很讨厌我们吵架的时候，他总会摆出一副受不了，好像厌烦了的表情。看到他那表情，让我也跟着抓狂，本来想好好地和他和好可是到头来还是彼此僵持不下。

我所想要的体贴有时候他给不到，这也让我很困扰。我知道我不应该期待他的温柔和体贴能有我比我想象中的好，毕竟一个男生，本来就是比女生粗心的构造物。

你知道吗？不是每一句话都得明明白白的说出来的。有时候，我多么希望你能多留意我的动作，我的表情，这其中包含的意义。而你总是说你不是我，你不会懂得我要什么直到我说出口，我本来就是不会表达自己的人，你怎么可以要求我做出改变的同时，自己却不想一想自己有什么地方可以改变？

爱情是双方面的付出，而我们都还付出不够。

我衷心希望，我们的关系能在往前，而不是静止不动。

Intern! INTERN!

Started my intern for 1 week dy, I only can say that so far so good LOL! Met some new friends from different collage that also doing their internship.... Maybe is ME TOO SHY/COOL??? LMAO! XD hard to get into them, but i'll try my best la. Depends on family at own home, depends on friends at outside LOL! Wish me all best ya!!!! Wish me can learn a lot new stuffs during me intern period!!!! Stay tune for next post! ;)

Happy Chinese New Year!

Hi Hi~ =)

Happy belated CNY~ finally CNY is passed, time flows really super fast ah....
And now I gonna start my internship soon! so excited and worried!
Excited that finally I can get in to an event company and gain some working experience!
And also worried that it will be a tough job and am I capable to handle what my boss give to me?

BE CONFIDENCE! YOU CAN DO IT CARMEN CHEW!

Hope that my future colleagues and I can get on well~ PEACE!

CHINESE NEW YEAR

Okay, now is CNY sharing...

Basically, my CNY really nothing special, just went back to my hometown Kampar to spent my CNY only.

Quite boring but can relax my mood before start work, so I quite enjoy it. =)

Besides, finally can met dao long time didn't see eh Wai Pou, I really glad that she's fine there!

Wish her 身体健康，长命百岁!

Another happy thing in CNY sure is ANG PAO la!

Although the ang pao I received not that many, but nvm, most important is 心意!

我们收红包的当然要欢欢喜喜，怀着感恩的心去收下!

And... and... and....

I also got seen large-scale fireworks!

Really damn BIG, COLOURFUL & BEAUTIFUL!!!

But cost RM1000++

OMG!!!! If for me....IMPOSSIBLE THAT I WILL SPEND 1K FOR THE FIREWORKS THAT VANISH IN A TWINKLING OF AN EYE!

On 年初四，I back to my home at Rawang dy...damn exhausted wei!!!

Pack here pack there, wash here wash there~

Finally my house become bling, bling, bling~ SATISFIED!!!

And the next day, dating with CHUBBY HUBBY =)

went to Sunway Pyramid gai gai... then went back to his house watched movie and play Ipad!!!

Is time for CAMWHORE!

SERIOUS SHIT, I DAMN LOVE IPAD'S CAMERA EFFECT!

And last but not least..............

Bye Bye~ =P

烦恼

真的觉得自己很没有用！都过了那么多天，还是一间公司的消息都没有...
为什么其他同学们都纷纷找到工作了而我却还是呆在家发呆！？
就连interview都没去过...都过了正式开始工作的那天了，我居然连interview都没去过！
做人做到我这样，真失败！
我真的很怕很怕，怕这次会fail掉啊！
 有谁可以告诉我应该怎么做？？？

ANNOYING!

Everytime also repeated the same thing! boring!
Since the day I'm in a relationship with him, you just non stop nagging!
I know you're care and concern about me, but don't you think sometimes you're just too OVER!!!!????
Only know I'm too in with him, but don't you know that, If I'm not take a relationship serious, you should worry that I'm a PLAYGIRL!
I know what I'm doing and I'm not stupid and naive til let other people cheat and bully!
I will contributed that much because of he is worth it and he also contributed alot in this relationship.
Please, don't simply judged people while you don't know anything about what been happened between me and him! I beg you please...
Respect me and him, I only wish you can support and bless us have a good future,I always wanted you to do so, because you're also important in my life, and I need your support...