I wish......relationship

I wish to have this kind of relationship with my man and it will last longer....

I'm not sure that I can be his best friends,but it's no doubt that I will try my best to be his perfect lover.

Honestly,we really spent more serious times than the playful times...All this because of my temper.

Hope that i can change my weird temper ASAP!

Because i wish to share the happiest memories with my man together,the memories that belongs to us only.

I really love to make joke with my man.

But sometime,it is over and myself never realize....

say SORRY to u at here.

I love the moments when u hug me tight,because I can felt that you really love me,so do I.

 

With my man,I know that I still haven't completely act myself in front of him.

Because I really not used to show all of me to other people.

But,I think that,maybe in the future...I can make it.

Because he is the man that even I have bad habits,but still love me. ^^

Camwhoring~

 Feel like wanna blog but I really have nothing to blog about....

So....PHOTO time!

 Upload some recent camwhore photo to u guys ^^

Sorry that if make u guys' eyes suffer ya =P

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那些话

我万万没有想到那些话会从你口中说出来...

当我听到时，是惊讶，更是伤心,失望。

伤心，这些话居然是从我的男朋友口中说出来的。

如果是换成从别人，我的朋友说的，我可以一笑带过。

可是，为何偏偏是从你口中说出来呢？

失望，你忽略了我的感受。

这些话在我听起来，是多么的侮辱啊...

尤其是你说的，更像是一把利刃，深深地刺入我的心。

这形容得一点都不过分。

是痛得想哭，也哭不出来。

我知道你不是有意说出这些话的，可是...我就是不能停止自己去想。

那些话，在我脑海出现了一遍又一遍。

是我太小气了吗？

可是我真的接受不了我最爱的人对我说出这些话...

心情

和他在一起以及有一个月了。不知道为什么，在这段感情里，我变得特别不理性。

总会向一些有的没的，搞得自己没心情，也弄得他心烦和担心。

可是，现在，这一刻，我还是会胡思乱想。

总觉得我们之间有什么变了，自从我们开始交往后。

总觉得他不够关心我。

常听人说，一个男子在追求一个女子是他对那女子最体贴的时候。

当两个人走在一起了，既然她已经属于他了，男子会觉得不必再刻意表现体贴了。

这是真的吗？所有的男子都是这种想法吗？

我知道他最近在忙着准备考试，没时间陪我是正常的。

可是，我总会忍不住自己一个人在那儿抱怨，想着为什么他不会发简讯过来，自己在猜测着他是还在睡呢…还是在读书…又或者是在忙些别的事。

怕他会开始嫌我烦，所以始终不敢发简讯给他。

每天早上起来，都会检查一遍我的手机，看看他有否传个早安简讯过来。

这样的等待，是幸福，又是煎熬。

幸福是，有着那么一个人让我等待。

煎熬是，等待的那个过程，每一分，每一秒，都特别难熬。

我不知道我会那么的胡思乱想是不是因为我们现在的距离所影响。

我常在想，如果我们很接近彼此，我是不是就会有安全感一点，不会自寻烦恼呢？

假期才刚过了六天，我已经这般难熬了。真难想象，我要如何度过接下来的整整一个多月。

当初说了一个月很快就会过去。

是没错，一个月真的是一段很短的时间。

可是，每当我想念他，这短短的的一个月就可以把我折磨死了。

我知道我这样很不成熟。

以前，我都劝我朋友对待爱情要成熟一些。

现在想想，还真有点讽刺啊！

原来当一个人完全投入一段感情，所谓的成熟根本是狗屁。

她只会变得越来越贪心，想要男朋友给与更多，更多的关心，体贴 和爱。

我很怕，我的贪心，会造成他的负担。

我知道他不会觉得这是负担，可是，我还是会怕。

打从心底，很怕很怕。

很怕将来会有那么一天，他会觉得我很小孩子，很怕他会觉得我很烦，很怕他会对我们这段感情觉得腻了。

我说这些，不是因为我不相信他对我的爱，而是不相信我自己。

我怕会有那么一天，不是他变了，而是我逼得他变了。

是我本身太多虑了，还是我们之间的确是有些什么是和之前不同了？

我希望这些都是我太多虑了。

15th of April~celebrated bii's birthday (PART 1)

A delayed post again~last few days don't have mood to updated my blog....til today,18th of April only updated....*PAISEH* ya~

15th of April,my bii big day~actually his b'day was 16th of April....but v decided to celebrate early.

On that day,both of us got class,so we decided to meet after our class had finish.but my lecturer keep changing the time of class and at last,my class was started at 12pm! LOLZ....damn late!

Since the lecturer said that she will giving the tips of final exam,i have no choice but have to attended class.

when inside the class,i keep think about my boy,can't fully concentrated on what the lecturer said....hehe!

Around 1:30pm something,the class has finally dismissed!PARTY TIME!

and i rushed back to hostel,my bii ady waited at there dy.....and most bad is~I havent done my prepare and finish packed my things!SORRY to make u wait so long Bii~

Okay,after leave my luggage at ah bii house,our journey start!

At first,we went to sunway pyramid to took our lunch.

And of course,Sushi Party time!XD

both of us really damn addicted to Japanese food...

Our taste is same

Hubby was concentrate on choose sushi......

Busy eating~XP

Above is the PART 1 of the celebration of hubby's birthday~because of my final exam nearby.....and i really have to study hard now.....so the PART 2 will be coming as soon as possible~

BE PATIENCE~C ya later!