Hangout wif HIM~

Went out wif Andy aka YM aka Ciwawa aka Bii last night...
While waiting his coming, I was too tired and decided to take a short nap...
Mana tau....overslept dy.....woke up when received his msg...lolz...
havent make up~havent choose attire.....so rush! ><
So scare that will let him wait down there for long time......
but luckily,still can make it on time~  =)

And then and then,v went to 1U for dinner + movie~
When we reached thr,both of us ady suffering of hunger.....
But,we still need to buy the movie tickets 1st.....
so we tahan 1st n heading to GSC cinema....
and we decided to watch RANGO~

After bought tickets, v decided to took our dinner at Zanmai.....
but when we reach thr,many ppl waiting at outside.... ==
So....we tahan once again.....change to Sakae Sushi....

I really so addicted Ebikko sushi~ and same as him...
we order so many dishes~ yummy yummy!
and our stomach so full tim~XD

After fill jor our stomach,the movie time!!!! ^^

Funny scene~make me laugh non-stop XD

At first, i think that the little lizard~(later names Rango) was so lame....

But,after it go to the small town and stay at thr....

Rango slowly change it's attitude and b'cum man jor~

I like it~ ^^

Conclusion,the Rango movie not bad at all....didn't regret to choose this movie!

At here,want to thx Andy aka YM aka Ciwawa aka Bii to accompany me~
I really had a lot of fun and enjoy the night~
TQ so muchier Ciwawa aka Bii!  =)

To my dearest sis~Yvonne

sis...i shuld apologize to you for my misunderstanding....i shuld trust u from the start....

Wait me go back to kd tmr...lets have a talk,okay?

we really have a long time didn't t have a heart to heart conversation jor...

i guess that's why occurs so many problems now.....

AND

Yvonne Lee,dun b silly!

I will never ever ignore u!

We are best fren,best sista....always and forever!

That is impossible tat i will leave u alone...rmb that!

朋友

朋友，有时还是有传达不到的想法...
我以为，你是我一直以来寻找的知心好友...
我以为，我的想法能正确的传达给你...

可是原来啊...这些都是我单方面的想法...
朋友...真的只是一起出来开心的...不是什么事都能分担，分享...
以前的我，是不会这样对我的朋友...毕竟这不关我的事...
可是就在我决定改变自己，付出我的真心去对待朋友，对待你这位好朋友...
到头来，还是枉费啊...

能完完全全了解自己以外的别人...
这个说法,我体会不到啊!

或许是我自己高估了我自己，我没有我想象中的那么了解你...
是我自以为是了...

可是，我还是要告诉你...
我会那么多管闲事...
不是因为你是小孩子，而是因为你是我的朋友...

现在，如你所愿，我不会再指责你...
因为这只会使我们的友情变得更糟糕...

Sorry

这篇文是特别写给我的好朋友的...
原谅我写出来，因为我实在找不到方法抒发了...

朋友，一直以来...你给我的感觉是很纯真，可爱...
可是，曾几何时，你变了...真的变了很多...
很多方面都变了,我也不知道要怎样说...

以前的你，每次都为自己的学业付出全部的心机，努力...
你说了换去mass comm你会没那么大压力...你会开心很多...
所以我才支持你...因为只要你自己开心就好。
可是，错了....都错了....
你的兴趣根本不在mass comm，为什么你就是为了要让自己好过一点而随便选择呢?
你有自己想要的未来，那你就应该为自己争取到底啊!
无论谁都好，都没有权力阻止你...
那是你的未来!是应该你自己负责的~

当初你就是因为看到我们读mass comm的好像很悠闲，无所事事...
所以你就有了错觉，认为这科没有难度...
我们在为assignments而忙，甚至赶通宵的时候...你有看到吗?
其实啊~只要你有心，会想要的话....无论哪一科，都不会难啊!

现在，我完完全全看不到你当初读business的时候的热忱，努力~
就正正因为这course根本不是你想要的...你的热忱都不见了~
看你现在读书的态度，我真的很担心。

你曾经对我说过，你要停止去club...为了你的final exam...
那时，我还很欣慰,认为你还是会知道自己在做什么。
可是不过是几天过后，你就自己和不是很熟的男性朋友再去club了...
你知不知道，当我从别人口中知道这件事的时候，我有多震惊，有多担心，有多害怕....和有多自责!

我很震惊，你居然会自己一个女生，没有朋友的陪伴下，就和一群男子去club!
如果是以前，你一定会要有很熟的朋友你才会去...
曾几何时，你变的如此胆大?

我很担心，你一个女生，没有熟的朋友在身边...如果一个不小心喝醉了，谁来看顾你?
那一班男子，你也会说啊~他们不是好男子来的...会做出什么事来,你不知道，我也不知道。
既然你都会这样说了，为什么还是每次他们约你，你就去呢？
你毕竟只是个女生啊~请你要有安全意识啊!

我很害怕，怕你从此会爱上club...沉迷club....
以前我们第一次带你去就告诉你了啊~
Club，久久一次就当放松...太常去会害了你自己啊!
世人的眼光永远都是如此，会去club的女子就是坏，随便的女孩...
我不认同这点，可是...如果是常常去的呢？
时间就了,人往往就会改变...你会改变自己去适应club的夜生活
你会练你的酒量，为了证明你也是可以喝的...
你会想你的舞姿可以再好一点，为了不让人说你跳得很奇怪...

这一切一切，都是你开始在变得证明啊!



我知道最近有很多事让你心烦...你说你去club为的只是放松自己...
可是为什么？为什么你不会想到我这个朋友?为什么你宁愿在club放纵自己，买醉自己...
也不要找我，和我诉苦呢?还是你根本不会想到我?
或许我真的帮不到你....可是，我愿意听你说的一切一切...只要你想说，我永远都会听。

我真的真的很自责!
如果当初我没约你去...你就不会认识到我的朋友，那就不会有那么多机会去。
Elvy回去已经有一段时间了,那一段时间我们都好好的...不会去想club。
就因为我,就因为那么的第一次,我搞砸了全部!
是我给个机会你能常常去club!
是我介绍哪些所谓的朋友给你认识!
是我使你变得如此!

一切一切，都是因为我啊!


对不起...

My fault

I really shouldn't do that from the beginning.....

If i know the result was turn out like this.....

I'll never ever do tat to her!!!!!!

But now,all was done and it already becum a reality....

It is useless to say anything anymore...

I can't find any excuses to comfort myself that this is not my fault....

I juz felt so guilty...so disappointed on myself......

So upset!

Y recently so many problems happened on me!!???

Why can i juz have a normal life???

Izzit too hard 4 me?Or i don't deserve it?

What to do?

Seem like I'm really damn bad luck recently...

Dunno y b'coz of a small blister,my foot will swollen like a pig foot now ==

Izzit really b'coz of the blister or some other reasons that i dunno!?

Felt so helpless wif my sickness....what shuld i do to not make it more worse?

when only can fully recover?

I totally have no idea now.....

Even the doctor said will be recover,but still....it makes me worried.....

I really have not idea about my foot.....

The clueless make me felt so panic, loss and upset.

I am going through a suffering period!Nothing horrible than know nothing!

Really,i only know bring trouble to my family....

keep on make my parents worried about me....

Sorry..I didn't mean that.....

Backed to Kampar~

Last Friday,may family and I went back to Kampar to attend my relative's birthday dinner.
Since CNY, i never went back before jor....so this time is a good time for me to go back and enjoy the leisurely life at there for 3 days^^


On Friday night,we went for the dinner....
honestly,the menu of the restaurant not nice at all.....
but.....luckily they got provided the beers and liquor to the guests...
hahaaha.....guess what???i keep drink hennessy wif my uncle....
i think i gt drink more than 5 glasses..OMG~
at last,i lose jor lor~coz my uncle really freaking pro in drink liquor! ==

Photos time~my clothe on that day~

took by my mom~like it!

Now talk about other thing....my foot ==
after the friday night's dinner...the next day i woke up.....
when i'm still not fully awake,i juz jump down the bed like usually...
and the result is....my left foot freaking PAIN!!!!!
I straight look down at my foot at that moment....
OMG~my foot swollen like a 猪蹄!!!

OMG! Damn disgusting!but i still wanna show to u all =P forgive me~

And surely,i'm went to c doctor after my mom saw my cute foot ==
and most important is... the doctor so annoying! ><
He macam so scare my leg will spread some virus to him....and juz check my leg far far away by using torchlight...he even didnt ask me got pain onot!

HE HAD NO PATIENCE AT ALL!!!!


I swear that i'll never ever go back to that clinic again!
Ishhhhh~

Happiness

Combo 2 movies in this week~
Went for the Big Mama Like Father Like Son on Monday....the movie freaking funny....make me laugh from the started til the end....recommend u guys go watch ^^


And yesterday,went for the Mars Needs Moms...
It's over my expectation.....i tot it was juz a bored animation movie....
but....it really carried out many usefull lesson....
Parents owaz love their children no matter what happened....
Damn touching T^T


Dad and Mom,plz forgive my willfulness...I'm always and forever love u two!


Besides watched the movie,i also ate sushi wif my frenz....
Sushi Zanmai and Ichiban Boshi~
their sushi really delicious~make me feel wanna go again as soon as possible ><


After hangout for whole day~I really damn tired....but still...wanna share happiness wif u guys~
now is time to sleep~
Goodnight world!


(P.S. Ciwawa,don't worried about me jor....
  I know what should i do to gain my parents' reliance. )

I just don't get it....T.T

It is really is my problem???
It is my fault???
I shouldn't study in college???

Maybe i really change a lot in my attitude, maybe i really had done something fault...
and 1 thing for sure is....I really make them worried so much about me.....
I know that,support me to study in college wasn't a easy thing...
and I'm trying my best effort to get a well result for me,and also for them....
I just don't want them feel disappointed on me.....i'm tried my best ady.....
but what's the result at the end?
They just still can't fully believed in me at all!
Think that I'm just keep play play,waste my time but not study hard....
What the point now!?
I know parents are owaz worried about their children....but....
Dad,Mom.....
I am big enough to think what should i do or shouldn't.
Why just keep pre-judge me like this?????

Opera again~

went to opera on yesterday night~
long time didn't clubbing at opera ady....this time really can fulfill my wish ><


but unfortunately,the dance floor of opera was closed ytd!
and there are freaking many ppl on ytd night....so even though i got the form to dance......still dun hv enough space to do so!ishhhh!!!!


And i found out 1 thing,that is my capacity for liquor b'cum good than before...damn syok wei~
Even though i juz a little dizzy,but i'm still clear-headed~


But my sis...haiz....dunno how to describe her la...
every time clubbing also same pattern,easily gt drunk ==
hard to take a good care of her,every time bring her go club...
I sure will worry about her....
Coz i dun hv confidence can fully protect her...


Promise me u wont drunk like before dy,ok?
this will only make me worry about u....

FACT

SHIT! Suddenly saw his name appear on my facebook just now.....

Make me mood straight away turn to little EMO!

Since a long time i didnt heard anything from him jor....

I thought i can let it go....but still.....it's not so easy as what i wish la.....

Tried so many times, and told myself many times....

CARMEN CHEW~juz let it go!

But after few days...i owaz automatic start think abt him again!WTF!

I know the problem is me.....i guess that he already success to found his new ms.right....=(

Since when i b'cum so foolish!!!!???

Everyday also act like nothing.....laugh with frenz.....

But.....dunno how many times i did....emo and cried alone....

Until when only i can let him out of my mind?until when only i can truly forget him?

Finally~I finished my marketing assign dy.....yuhuu!!!!!!!

The Sanctuary

This Thursday,I went to club again wif my frenz...

5 months didn't club jor.....I'm quite excited when my frenz invited me ><

but also....got little worried,b'coz really have a long time didn't touch liquor jor...

scare that will b'cum noob wif liquor.....easily gt drunk ==

B'coz of my sis~Yvonne damn yen to club again for long time jor....then i decided to bring her wif me too.....thank to me ba..yvonne *evil laugh*

V decided to take our dinner at 1U first, then only wait my frenz came fetch us....

V arrived thr around 8 pm something, then I direct suggested that took our dinner at the OLD ASIA CAFE....I went thr before,their set meal quite nice,plus their pricing also quite reasonable.....

anyone who never been thr b4,I recommend u guys give it a shot! ^^

The exterior of Old Asia @ 1U

After finished eat,we just walked around the 1U...with no target at all....LOLZ

just waste our free time until my frenz cum fetch us....

Guess what v decided to do to spent our free time?

hahaha.....take photos time!

Yvonne n ME~

After took photos,v just at 1U outside,b'coz of the shopping center close at 10 pm....LOLZ!

V wait wait n wait for a long time...when 11 something.....they finallly here...(OMG!!!!)

Finally,we reached The Sanctuary~

Actually,this is my 1st time went to the Sanctuary....

The environment quite nice....and MOSTLY......

I love their remix songs!!!!!!The beat make me crazy!!!!!

Here are some pics of The Sanctuary,I found it from internet......

Situated at The Curve in Mutiara Damansara, The Sanctuary is one of the latest entertainment venues offering a thriving nightlife scene.

Housing four distinct clubs within, each with its own theme, it is also home to The Ice Bar, where the bar counter is made from actual blocks of ice. Despite the icy temperature within, which is maintained at -10 to -15 degrees Celcius, The Ice Bar is definitely one of the hottest places in town.

Read more: Petaling Jaya Nightlife Guide - What to Do and Where to Go in Petaling Jaya http://www.kuala-lumpur.ws/klareas/pj_nightlife.htm#ixzz1FhkYIZp7