Alor Setar

Stay at Alor Setar for 4 days long ady....
Keep eat eat n eat...lolz...hope i not getting fat ya.....damn fat now ady.....
My sis~Elvy keep brought us go eat ho liao.....Siam jiak...BBQ....and many more....
oppz....now mentioned it,my saliva cum out ady....><

But so bad is....from the day we reached Alor Setar, I already sicked til today...WTF!
Damn suffer.....felt like wanna die soon.....
God bless me,i want gt recover fast fast ah!!!!

Later gonna attend Elvy eh wedding dinner dy.....so fast lo...........
Excited~can wait ady ><

Sad+Happy

Today is Christmas Day....
This year eh Christmas Day have a lot meaning to me....got happy...but also got sad thing happened....
My sis~Armani and Catherine acc me spent the Christmas Eve by courtdown at The Curve....
V all play til so high and siao 99.....really have a lot of fun....
Before going to The Curve,Armani also brought me to the I-city...
This is my 1st time to went to I-city...damn excited and touchful....
Thx for brought me to I-city ya...Armani ^^
That place really so beautiful....i like it ><
Besides tht, I and Catherine also took a lot of pics together~haha....both of us damn addicted to take photo...
When the moment I am happy,the bad thing tht I never think will happened before cum to find me dy....
Is he.....HE called me....When he say out tht words....I ady knew what he trying to say out....
That moment,my heartbeat became more fast dy.....and my heart is PAIN....really PAIN.....
I tot we still can trying hard to find out a solution to fix our problem together.....but....he give up dy...
Maybe really is my fault.....make him felt tired of our relationship....
I admit...I really wasn't a good girlfriend.....
Tats why i can't even say out any words to ask him dun broke up wif me....I can't...
Tats to selfish dy....
Finally,we BROKE UP dy....
Maybe this is the best ending for us.....
At here, I want to say SORRY to him.....
Sorry for causing u felt so tired more thn happy in this relationship....
and I also wanna say THANK YOU....
Thank for brought so many happiness to me....I really so glad tht I got choosed u be my bf.....never regret....
I will owaz rmb the moments we spent together.....keep it as a good memories.....

At last, I wanna say tht....I really really loved u....Moses

Sorry that I loved you

For all of the time that i tried for your smile
For making you think that i was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And I’m So sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when i fled the scene
sorry love,for wasting your time
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
I’m so sorry that i loved you
Sorry that i needed you
Sorry that i hold you tight
And apology now after all of this time
Won’t make my difference tonight
But I’m hoping I’m Sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life
Sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that i have done to you
I wish that i could make it right
So sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry i was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true
But sorry do can’t turn back time
I’m sorry that i loved you
I’m sorry that i hurt you
I’m so sorry that i loved you
I’m sorry that i hurt you
Sorry that i loved you

IT's over!!!

Finally,the final exam is end!!!
Now welcome the revelry time!YOHOOOOOOO~!!!!
Damn stress when the exam period....keep face to book,but not facebook...LOLZ
Damn suffer ya.....but now the suffering time had past...
Is time to celebrate 996 dy.....
but...I still don't have any plan.....
What should i do when Christmas Day leh?
Clubbing again???LOLZ ==


Nvm nvm.....juz wait my baby sis....Yvonne Lee come back to Kuantan n v plan together....hahaha
Wait u ya~LCC BCC ^^ 


26th Dec nearby dy...now i become more excited....
Finally,my sis~Elvy's big day nearby ady....
Feel so happy for her....let siao enough enough when I reach AS,kay?
Wait me ya...sis ^^


Let's turn to world upside down!!!!

I don't know....I'm scare

Actually, what relationship we are now?


so tired to always guess what is on your mind ady....
really so tired.......love really is a hard thing...
I think I can't handle it anymore...Maybe I'm too noob in love....
Maybe it's a wrong timing....for me to start a new love.....
So hate myself now....I admit...I really isn't a good girlfriend....I don't know how to handle our love....
what will happen in our future????I can't see any future of us.....I'm scare.....really scare...


Should i give up now???

♥ Latest me ♥

Finally finish two major subjects final exams ♥ YUHUUUUUU~~~~
so relax now.....last few days keep do revision,revision n revision....LOLZ
stress til wanna ki siao dy!!!!!


Finally,it's over....
and now....i'm back to Rawang dy!!!! ><


♥ HOME SWEET HOME ♥


So miss my family, my mom cook, my bed...everything everthing in my house!!!
始终还是自己家最好 ♥

R.I.P

Recently a teenager who name Alviss Kong committed suicide because of girlfriend. I think everyone already know this hot news,isn't? I was so shock and have a strong feeling but I dunno how to described after i knew it. This guy committed suicide juz because his gf wanted to break up wif him, he don't want face the problem...Maybe he is tired of love and choose to run away....and then he choose to committed suicide!!!!!
So horror...why he have such as idea!??? Only 1 word i can say...STUPID!!!!


I have viewed the status that he posted before he passed way...Hard to believe,he still can posted those status on facebook...I really cannot figure out what is on his mind that time....SPEECHLESS 

Last farewell to his beloved family....

These status is for his gf I guess.....

He even counted down for his death and chat with his sister and his sister thought that he was joking.

Commiting suicide is never a solution! 
All he done is juz run away,he did't think b4 the feeling of those people who he leave behind...
His girlfriend, friends and also his FAMILY!!!!!!
Why he rather to died because of someone who doesn't love him anymore but not live on for those people who love him????
Now, I bravely to say...the people who most suffer is his gf and family!
If he think he will more comfort after done all of this....than he is totally a foolish!!!!!


Please remember everyone, If you have been rejected or dumped...It's okay...Coz you're deserve someone better!

X.O.X.O Gossip Girl

Gossip girl is the 1st english drama that make me addicted so much...

I love the story of Gossip Girl.....the story is talk about the lives of privileged young adults on Manhattan's Upper East Side in New York City.


Lets have a look of Gossip Girl pictures...^^

             Serena Van der Woodsen                      Dan Humphrey

                       Blair Waldorf                         Jenny Humphrey ( Little J )

                 My favourite character ♥

                               Nate Archibald                                 Chuck Bass

Blair & Chuck

They really look so match when stand together...

The couples i like most in Gossip Girl is them ♥

累了

最近忙着准备考试.......每天重复读书，读书 还是读书....
真的是很难顶啊!!!!! ARGHHH!!!!
虽然说读书这条路是我自己选的，可是它有时真的是把我压得透不过气来...
一直很想保持我1st sem 的成绩，不想让父母失望....
真的不想让他们失望....
很想证明给他们看，我也是可以的...
可是这个sem,我怕我做不到了...
真的对不起，对不起......
是我自己不够努力....对不起....


最近，我和妈妈也因为钱的问题而吵架了.....
她说我不会想，乱花钱....
我自问我已经很省了，我也从来不敢跟她拿多钱...
我不喜欢伸手和父母讨钱的感觉，感觉很没用.....


认真考虑着做part-time 了....但又很怕学业会跟不上....
怎样才好!!???有谁可以教教我????
真的不知道如何是好....
我的心很烦，很乱.....
为什么人就是那么多东西好烦呢?


别人常说 HAPPY GO LUCKY.....
可是真的说做到就能做到吗?
别人我不敢肯定，但是我就是做不到....
可能是我太会想吧...阻止不了啊....


累了，真的很累....很想大声哭出来....
但是，我做不到........

Change

Recently I found out that....I really change a lot....
Hard to say out what actually I change....
But I know that....there is good but also bad....

Like last few days, I do something that i never think I will do in my life....
But still...I'm done and I never felt regret....
Coz I'm know what am I doing and I can handle it....
Although it is not good at all.....

No matter how much I change....I'm still Carmen Chew
I am who I am....just the way I am......

5/12/2010

This Sunday I hang out wif my Baby Yvonne and others at Time Square n Sungai Wang for whole day~

❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤   ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤    ❤     ❤    


When I 1st reach the LRT station....me so damn pekcek....
coz something make me so dulan n my body so "suan"~
felt tat boh mood gai gai jor.....

But when reach time square, everything change!!!!!
First,we go makan makan kat Restaurant food n tea...and suddenly....my sensor "tutututu......"

OMG!!!!!!A good looking guy sit nearby us!!!!!!!!
and so ngam....me and Yvonne saw him at the same moment...v juz look each other for a second and then.....
V SCREAMED!!!!!!!!!!! like come out from jungle.....orang asli XD
other frenz juz look at us like looking moster....laugh non-stop....hiak hiak hiak....

Actually quite enjoy tat day  ❤
Coz long time dint zou siao wif my sis dy.....n tat day v zou siao 996!!!!HAHAHA~ XD

After spent my energy to acc my sis whole day, I'm damn tired when reach home....
and after finish bath and pack up my things...me direct lying on the bed and "accidently" fall asleep ==
Most cham is....i totally forgot my hubby dy....forgot to text and told him....
And when i check my phone, i found out that he call me many times...LOLZ

Damn guilty ><

As a result, he damn pekcek and just answered "EN,AH and OH" when i called him and explained....
Honestly, I also got little pekcek when he answered me like that....
But, this time really is my fault la......
All i can do is keep said SORRY nia.....
( feel like i'm one of the Super Junior) Of course, this is a lame joke~But...juz laugh when u guys c it~ XD

So sorry to my hubby~Moses...
Promise u won't do it again.......okay?

TIRED...

Recently so easily tired...Why huh???

Keep slept but still feel like not enough....LOLZ

And now....my final exams really nearby dy.....

It's gonna kill me ><

Everyday keep do revision,revision n revision~

I wanna ki siao ady....

Honestly, I'm not like exam T^T

It make me damn suffer!

Cheer up,CARMEN CHEW!!!

I am ugly

Mask-ing ^^

Ugly izzit? But i think it's funny too~LOLZ

Actually these pics has been taken few days ago....

Coz i don't have time to update my blog in the past few days....

And now, I decide to show it all to u guys!